|so i have been doing a lot of thinking lately...and i have come to the conclusion that i am not going to expect anymore. i am expecting way too much from way too many people. i think i am waiting for something to complete me...but im not gonna find it right in front of me. from now on i really dont care anymore...whatever happens...happens. |
|so i havent been on xanga for hella long. i dunno why but it took me forever to get internet. basically....im sitting at home right now wondering when i will stop being bored. i have resorted to the internet. i actually got up early today to hang out with my boyfriend but thats not happening. i want to go to the movies today but im not sure. im not sure of a lot of things anymore. heh. i'll talk about it later. happy new year. |
|i got my boyfriend the new ipod photo for valentine's day....i rock. i'll update later.|
I just want to say...............i could make love my with boyfriend all day long.
|so..i thought i would just wish everyone a merry christmas. mine isnt going so bad...im with linell on xmas, which is nice. i got a few gifts..the necklace, the "ultimate matrix experience" dvd, and this adorable tinkerbell purse from my roomies. i have work tonight...this should be interesting. im probably going to work for the next 5 days in a row. i want to go to la for new years and stay at a hotel or something and do lots of shopping. hehe. we'll see how that goes...later.|